Faith

So much has been going on the last couple of weeks. And the only way that I have been able to get through this is by Faith alone. I have to have Faith that everything in the end will be ok-because it is God's Will.

Strength

Somebody that I love with my whole heart is dealing with something that will forever change their lives and the lives of everybody close to them. I pray for strength to help this person get thru this life changing experience. I need to have Faith that all things happen for a reason and even though we may not see the good of it yet, I have to have Faith that this will all work out for the best. I need to keep my eyes on The Lord always, praise Him everyday, lay my problems at His feet and know that He will take care of everything because this is His plan.

Tired

I am so tired. Dealing with the death of a loved one really takes it's toll on a person. I can't imagine how my mom & her siblings are feeling. I know how I feel as a grandchild-empty, lost, & so very, very sad. I'm so Thankful that I have such a loving & supporting husband who is allowing me to have this time to grieve and deal with it the way I need to. The church service today was so wonderful. I love my little country church! It was dedicated entirely to Granny Carrie. The church members there today that are not family prayed that my family that was grieving would find peace & understanding and reassured us that God is there for us and Oh what a celebration they are having in Heaven! I can just imaging Granny Carrie getting to see her parents, siblings, and children who have gone on before her. That is the only thing that is helping me keep it all together-knowing where she is and who she's with!